There it goes again. That heavy feeling in your chest when you don't feel any desire to speak or move. All you want to do is close your eyes and sleep, because the process of being broken is incredibly exhausting. You attempt your best to make your days fulfilling, but no matter how hard you try you can't seem to connect to anyone or anything. 

You've got your share of secrets and I'm tired of being last to know. And now you're asking me to listen 'cause it's worked each time before. You're not sorry.

You walked away from me. You just left me standing there, on my own. I showed you the real me and you did nothing. I gave you my heart and you broke it in pieces. So don't ask me if I'm okay, because honestly, you know I'm not.

I’m not going to  beg you to stay. I’m not going to ask you what’s wrong. There is no reason to run after something already gone.

I realize that overall, you weren't really worth it. There were moments with you that made me really happy, but majority of the time you just shut me out. That's why this time I swear I'll try to get over you. We might've had something really great, but I guess we'll never know. I'll never forget the good times with you, but i'll also never forget how you hurt me more than any other boy has.

Risk more than others think is safe. Care more than others think is wise. Dream more than others
think is practical. Expect more than others think is possible.
-Claude Bissell


It's sad when you realize how often we wait too long for the things that are never going to come.

Sometimes I see reasons aren't really reasons. Sometimes they're just stupid, nonsense, never ending excuses.

I miss your smile. I miss the way you would always hug me a little too tight. I miss your stubbornness. I miss your laugh. I miss the way you always listened. I miss the way your eyes would shine when they met mine. I gave it all for you. Everything I had, I gave. Never have I been so vunerable. Never have I been so broken. And my heart still hearts when I think about the day you turned and walked away from me. You promised you’d never leave me but look where we are now.