spirit

People talk about breaking a horse. When training them, taking away the spark inside that allows them the passion to fight against the trainer. It is a hard process. Bit can a person be "broken" the way a horse can? And can they choose to "break" theirself? Can they choose to put out their own spark? Can they extinguish their own passion? How do you shut that off and just be? So many people have spoken of my drive, my spark, my passion. But it seems to me to be a hindrance. I wish to stop CARING. I want to be complacent. I want to be neutral. I wish for myself not to have an internal drive telling me what I want, what makes life worth living, or what is right. I want to figure out how to put out my fire.

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conflict

In life conflict exists. Both conflict with tue outside world and conflict within ourselves. Holding on to something and fighting with yourself to decide if its right. When is it time to be done? To let go? When do you listen to your heart and when do you give in to logic. Maybe marklee had it right when he said logic should win over. But how do you know? How do you decide.

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