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About Me
- Rara
- Defiance, Ohio, United States
- I'm Rachael, also known as Rara. I just moved back to my hometown to be close to my wonderful family and work on putting the pieces of my life back together.
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
spirit
People talk about breaking a horse. When training them, taking away the spark inside that allows them the passion to fight against the trainer. It is a hard process. Bit can a person be "broken" the way a horse can? And can they choose to "break" theirself? Can they choose to put out their own spark? Can they extinguish their own passion? How do you shut that off and just be? So many people have spoken of my drive, my spark, my passion. But it seems to me to be a hindrance. I wish to stop CARING. I want to be complacent. I want to be neutral. I wish for myself not to have an internal drive telling me what I want, what makes life worth living, or what is right. I want to figure out how to put out my fire.
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